I imagine myself to be a designer who is trying to balance between funding and the concept of a project. I am convincing myself to choose between the idea, the funding as well as the potential to make money out of the project. I could not decide which aspect is the most important, thus, I use the classic method of plucking a flower to see if the idea is going to work or not. Should I continue with it or not? Wanting to convince myself that it was luck that chose for me, not myself.