<Choose Your Own Aperture>
The whole video is slightly abstract and meant to be read as a metaphor– The stairwell itself is a metaphor for your own mind. The action of going up the stairs is you striving to do better. The rope is a metaphor for limiting yourself. The action of going down the stairs is you accepting that its okay to “fail” or temporarily give up.
A DETAILED EXPLANATION OF THE VIDEOS AND WHAT THEY MEAN:
The video begins in darkness– You are blindfolded literally, but figuratively it means that you are blinded.
The whispers in the background is your own voice– you are blinded by yourself. You whisper nasty thoughts/words into your own head.
You are forced to accept the help if not, you restart the game– When you are blinded by yourself, you need to learn to seek/accept the help of/from friends.
You are bounded by a rope, but you can choose to try and take another step or not– The rope is actually imaginary limitations/restrictions we impose onto ourselves. Sometimes before we even begin, we believe we cant do it. This idea cements itself into our minds, hence we cant do it. Perhaps if we were to just try before saying we cant, then we might prove ourselves wrong and succeed.
You see your friends climbing up, and you want to follow them– You aspire to reach their levels/standards as well. To make/do work that is better or equivalent to theirs.
However, when you go up, you find yourself returning to the same level you were at– You realise that you can’t follow them and you make no progress. Sometimes in life, our effort is not enough for us to succeed; and no matter how hard we try, it will still be futile.
Another voice appears and tries to guide you– The voice (in red shoes) is yourself, an “enlightened” version that was finally able to get out of the stairwell. The voice tries to tell you that following your friends will go no where, because it knows.
The voice mentions that you’ve been here before– The times before when you’ve tried to do as well as your peers, but still failed to produce work as good quality as theirs. But you didnt give up and continued chasing after them. (until you burned out and accepted “defeat”)
You are forced to give up– It takes a while, but you have to accept the hard truths. Sometimes, no matter how hard we may try, our efforts are just not enough; and we just keep trying but failing and getting more frustrated at/depressed with ourselves. At this point in time, it is more beneficial to give up for now, and try again later.
When you walk down, admitting “defeat”, you can go out and breathe a breath of fresh air. You re-energize yourself and equip yourself( red shoes) to try again. You’re now prepared and ready (white shirt as symbol of enlightenment). When you try again, this time, you can climb up and up, reaching new floors and levels.
After we conceptualized our story, I came across a poem, and I felt like the poem resonated with the message behind our story. Hence, we decided to put the poem in. It was introduced subtley at the beginning- set as the phone lock screen. Then at the end of the whole story, we let the image play, in hopes of tying up the whole story, so that it can further drive the message behind the story, and viewers will understand easier.
In our video we cut the poem down to its most relevant parts, but this is the full thing:
WHAT: Short for “fanzine” or “magazine,” a zine is a noncommercial, often homemade, mini magazine. Zines are published in small print runs. As zines are not typically made to turn a profit, they can often give expression to views and interests outside the cultural mainstream.
BRIEF HISTORY: Self-publishing has always been closely associated to art, with movements such as Dadaism, Surrealism and Fluxus, etc. Young artists used zines as a way to break out of the gallery exhibition system, to forge their own unique creative space, and independently reach out to audiences to convey whatever messages they wished. Zines became a distinct form, and grew steadily in importance from the 1930s to the 1960s with Science fiction fanzines. Punk zines emerged in the late 1970s as part of the punk movement and DIY ethos in that era. With increased accessibility of photocopy technology, the zines developed a photocopied, cut-and-paste style that has now come to be associated with zines. In 1991 the Riot Grrrl scene encouraged an explosion of personal and political zines with explicitly feminist and activist themes. After the 1900s, with the rise of the internet and digital technology, zine culture was not killed. Instead, it evolved into another category of zines, E-zine, creating online and open source spaces for zine communities to network and exchange information.
Compzine: Collaborative zine, usually one editor only
Artzine: Feature photos, artworks; or even the zine as an artistic concept itself
Political zine: Zines that specifically deal with topics like politics, anarchy, social justice, history and current affairs
COMPONENTS OF A ZINE:
FOLIO (HALF FOLD)
FC- Front cover
IFC- Inner front cover
Page 1- odd always on the right side
Page 2- even always on the left side
Page … …
IBC- Inner back cover
BC- Back cover
Note: FC, IFC, BC and IBC and all have a higher media value; advertising
ZINE ART STYLES RESEARCH:
Its actually quite hard to look for zines online??
Simple illustrations/images with lots of white space. First 3 are of more graphic style, narrative. Last 2 slightly more interesting as the text and images interact with each other, although I think there's too much negative space
^ Photobook layout should I choose to use photography. Large photographs, with equidistant white borders. Minimal/small text
Usual photo and text magazine layout. Very organized --> too static and boring?
SENGKANG RESEARCH (aka. content idea)
I researched upon a design thinking framework useful for ethnographic research and deep user observation: POEMS framework. I decided to use this framework to a smaller targetted area around my house (as Sengkang is very big so I narrowed it down).
PEOPLE– main groups of people there
OBJECTS– objects used by the people and populate the environment
MESSAGES– messages/conversations being communicated and how
SERVICES– services offered/available to people
I would say that SengKang is a rather normal neighborhood, that is characterized by the sheer number of HDB blocks. However, I realised one thing that set it aside from other HDB populated neighbourhoods (like Yishun or AngMoKio, etc) was the LRT tracks that weaved in and out the buildings. Researching a bit more, I learnt that only 3 LRT systems exist in Singapore, and Sengkang was the 2nd one to have it.
I found out that Sengkangs LRT cars were different from Bukit Panjangs one, making Sengkangs cars slightly more uniquely Sengkang. Since I am now focusing on the LRTs in Sengkang, I wanted to feature a specific spot- A carpark rooftop garden. It is my favourite space in Sengkang. One of the special qualities about that specific rooftop garden is that you get to be on the same level as the LRTs (whilst most other carpark gardens around the area are either higher or lower than the track). You get a great view of the LRT tracks, and can even catch the sunset there. Furthermore, the greenery there provides a nice contrast between nature and manmade (HDBs, LRT track).
Possible elements/principles–> Form, Shape, Space, Contrast, Line?
sighs I think it was too boring:///
I decided to go with LINE. But what about a line can I use?
ZINE RESEARCH 2.0:
https://www.peopleofprint.com/collective/groduk-boucar/ –> strong presence of lines, and art style.
https://www.peopleofprint.com/solo-artist/amrita-marino-fiorucci-zine/ –> simplicity, strong colour palette, use of texture
https://www.peopleofprint.com/pop/12-posterzine-best-sellers/ –> all rather unusual colours?
https://www.peopleofprint.com/interviews/andrew-stainforth-zine/ –> experimenting with different materials, the interleaf translucency
Wanted to focus on mrt and the garden. but shirley said too boring to see too many times?? I used a photobook kind of approach, but without the borders. I think the zine just lacked substance and content. Then i told her about me wanting to try drawing instead? And she said that might be good cause then I can get more interesting angles, and to try something new!
Original photography idea of garden x lrt
I’ve never tried a flat simple vector style before. My drawings are usually quite 3d shaded style. So I decided to challenge myself to do just a vector style. I found some artists for reference:
Strong use of diagonals and dramatic lighting. Use of grainy texture + strong color palettes
Again, TEXTURE!! Humans and environments as patterns
Bold eye catching colors. Patterns, GESTALT (stripe beach one), fusion of objects with play of angles? entirely flat application of colour
TEXTURE. night scenes? hmmm. The use of gradient
Their use of texture makes the vector style a lot nicer. And the importance of colour selection.
So I tried doing something fast and small in their style. I added noise to the apple, but I think that my grain can afford to be bigger to show the texture better:
Text confined within shape of the image. Text warp with the shape. Text obscured by imagery. Kind of gestalt? Interesting angles for visuals. Play in the size of fonts.
Layering of text and visuals create depth. Patterns and text! Image in text instead? Diagonal layout.
CONTENT IDEA 2.0
Honestly, I feel really lost as to what to do. I think this is because despite actually never moving house, I don’t really relate to Sengkang (unlike other people who have like deep ties with their locale cause its their childhood). My impression of Sengkang is just imprinted as this place with a lot of HDBs, and thats about it. Even though Sengkang is my house, I live in Bishan (grandparents house) and Jurong (NTU hall now :/) for a larger part of my life than Sengkang itself. I feel slightly displaced at this point in time. I was thinking of using this as my story maybe? A narrative kind of zine, more storybookish. I also wanted to make use of the idea that a line is a moving dot.
“A line is a dot that went for a walk.” Using this as the main action for my zine, I thought of the following narrative: A dot feels out of place in his surroundings, so he decides to embark on a journey around Sengkang to try and come to terms with himself and his locale. Through the pages, he starts growing longer and becomes a line. Eventually when he comes back to the start, he is content. Sits happily in his environment now. Feels that he has grown.
STARTING ON FINAL:
draft compositions and possible text
First image was my first attempt at trying a vector style, but it was still sort of 3D-ish. And the colours looked very dull, so I decided to reference an artist's artwork for colour palatte and style - flat with dramatic hard edged shadows and highlights.
I had the idea of using white space to simulate walls and create an implied void deck(Gestalt). Additionally, the images that were between the walls would be a montage/collage of different parts of the neighbourhood that were mundane yet interesting in their own way. But I wasn't sure how to go about doing it.
I thought of just doing some closeups of void deck pillars, and putting a bike in place to provide some depth and context, but it was still very hard to get...
In the end, I decided to follow the exact structure of my void deck. I also decided to add in a few other tones (grey and red) to help define the space a bit more, instead of solely using white space. The fifth pic felt like it lacked depth to me, it looked like a flat gallery wall. So I decided to try and the walk way even further back, and I think that the zig zag path way helped simulate more space.
Finding images to put into my collage. I felt that playing around with the sizing of objects in my montage helped bring about more depth too. I tried having a kind of realistic proportion like the playground at the back is smaller, but at the same time I wanted to make it more evident its a collage, so theres images that are out of proportion (like the pipes. they should be smaller)
Objects within my montage I illustrated
I wanted to do a top down view of the HDBs similar to artist ref (first image is an outdated pic of the color of the HDBs)
Making of my vector HDB blocks based on the color scheme of my HDB in real life. Some awkward windows I did not know how to draw. And then I decided to make the windows and balconies and lift lobbies into a separate pattern before warping them to fit the buildings. The buildings themselves are a pattern/ tessellation as well.
Deciding on cropping of this composition
Illustrating the LRT uniquely weaving through the HDBs in SengKang
Trying to create a pattern based on iconic images from my previous pages for some additional texture. HDB windows, balcony railing, LRT track and void deck made into a "logo" which is then tiled behind the map. (After test printing: Words on the map are too huge!!)
Font Choice: Arial Rounded MT Bold.
Being a more storybook like zine, I wanted a fun and friendly font that was simple, so it could complement my more detailed illustrations. Arial Rounded is sans-serif making it less formal and serious than a serif font, more fun! The rounded-ness made the font organic and pleasing to the eyes. Coupled with the bold, this font is really simple and easy to read. Because it isn’t fanciful, it doesnt distract the users away from the visuals that are equally (or even slightly more) important.
Title: Align is a play on "A Line" as they sound similar. Decided to make the title big and ironic by misaligning the word itself (l,i,g,n) in a slightly chaotic manner. I also tried to fit it within one column.
1) Trying to fit the paragraph was hard. 2) I wanted to warp text to the LRT track but it looked weird, was hard to read and didn't flow, so I decided to do something like Imagine Dragon's music video where the words kind of fit well with the image, but it didnt follow the "shape/line" of the image 3) Also tried out varying font size of certain words in my sentence. I thought it looked nice, and brought emphasis to certain keywords. However, the visual hierarchy would break the flow of the sentence and viewers would'nt read the sentence from the start or in the correct order.
Tried warping text so it helped to create more depth. Initially was contemplating doing the starwars style,but it was too hard to read. The text also became very big, making my font size inconsistent throughout my zine,so I decided to compose my layout with the three columns in mind and fit it within 2 columns. Then, I skewed the paragraph slightly to still give it some perspective since my other text in this spread had perspectives; consistency!!
Adding contact details to the last page. First image was kinda cool, but felt too much like a magazine, didnt fit the style of my zine. Decided to go with the cloud idea as it fits my and actual utilizes my illustrations.
Attempting to follow the layout of three columns for some of my text. So I get a variety of text layout styles? Ones that warp, flow with the illustrations and ones that are aligned with the columns.
COLOR PALETTE (and text size)
Complementary colors- Blue + Orange Analogous colors- Orange + Brown, Purple + Blue Front cover: Vibrant blues contrast with the orange, making the page very bright and happy. Happy colors ironic compared to the dot's mood, though it sort of reveals the happy ending Back cover: The cheerful colors reflect the line's mood Color palette compliments friendly storybook style of my zine
Monochromatic purples and greens. (Also analogous) Color palette of HDB buildings accurate with real life Cool colors create an added moodiness that is in line with Tod's uneasiness/questions. Tod is called Tod because its dot backwards!! Font size of TOD: 48 as I wanted to introduce my character Rest of the fonts: 12. Though if compared to my text at the back, they look slightly bigger (I think it's because of the warping process. I should've accounted for this and adjusted my text smaller after warping?) Text colors: Darkest shade on the left page, and white on the right for maximum contrast.
Diverse colour palette as this is a montage of diff scenes. But I think the colours in the montage is kind of faded/pastel though rather saturated, so they are still quite harmonious? Variety of colour helps show the mood change of Tod's feelings. Reflect how he is introduced to all these normal things but sees them in a new light. Tod realised font: 24. Bigger to incite visual hierarchy so viewers will know where to start reading the sentence. Rest of font: 12. Text color: Red to match the void deck elements (pipe and floor tiles. Also to be more eyecatching and help act as leading lines
Monochromatic colours: Orange, Blue, Grey Analogous: Blues + Purples Complementary: Blues + Orange, Purple + Yellow Left page sunset because I wanted to make it seem like a full day of walking has passed. And that its obvious that time/something has changed with Tod. Sunset --> understanding/ new found appreciation has set within Tod. Right page map,wanted the LRT track to be more obvious so made it bright blue with yellow below, while the rest of the map was dark. The yellow from the this page is also the same as that on the left and on the covers. Consistency!! Purple and greys used also found in other spreads. This is home font size: 24. Because I wanted to make it a point. But I didn't want to make the visual difference between font sizes too big as that would be too jarring, loosing its intimacy. Places name font size: 24. To make it obvious on map. Rest of the fonts: 12, consistent with previous pages. Font colour: Darkest shade on the left page and brightest shade on the right. blue font against orange, and yellow font against purple, complementary colors ensure that the contrast will make my text readable.
After doing the inside spreads, I realised that the colours inside were more similar compared to the ones I used on the cover spread, so I considered using the same cool purple blue colours on the outside. However, I felt that changing complementary colour scheme to analogous made my cover duller and less attractive. With the lack of warm colors, it lost that happy feel and meaning, though it did look slightly more harmonious... But I felt that my orange cover was okay because in the sunset page, I would reuse the same/similar warm colours again. And theres still some in the middle spread, so them being on the cover would'nt be out of the blue (pun intended haha)
My placement of elements were too near the edge of the paper, and even with bleeds, it was very hard to get it printed right. T^T my contact information cloud got cut in order for all the pages to align nicely so I had to troubleshoot. I cut another cloud up from my other print and sticked it over haha….
I tried printing on two different papers, art card and high white. The colors on art card were super bright, slightly neon-ish. It was too striking, and the paper was slightly yellow, which made my void deck spread look a bit weird. So i decided to submit high white which had bright white paper and slightly less vibrant colours so they looked more harmonious. Also I asked the store to help me bind my art card one, but it was slightly off at certain pages as they didn’t account for the misalignment during printing. Hence, I binded the high white one myself.
(sorry blurry image) but my @username got cut off at the bottom Second image there's a white line (though i thought I left bleed??) (ft. the cloud I cut up for my final submission) Third image the page didn't line up in the center
After printing, I realised that the spreads on the right perhaps look better when they are paired up like that as they have similar visual elements (HDB or Track) and brightness. Hence I was contemplating switching the layout of pages, but I would need to edit the story and texts, so I decided against it..
I was afraid that my work wasn’t very zine-y, because it didnt have a lot of overlapping font and mixed media. But I was heartened by peoples comments from the feedback session:”)) They were so nice:””)) I thought my zine would be boring but people actually liked it!! I think a zine can be anything, so my zine is ziney too!!!! I’m actually pretty proud of how my illustrations turned out. Because I wanted to follow a certain style, I really paid more attention to artist works and their colour palettes this time. I would draw in this style again next time heh^^ And at the beginning, I really struggled with my disconnect of Sengkang not really feeling like home or being super unique with cool, quirky places to visit. But now I think that that’s okay! Because SengKang really is just like any other neighbourhood. Its a humble, quiet, unassuming town, where the small things add a little character to it, and thats what I like about it. I’m happy to call it my locale. Sometimes we focus too much on interesting things that we dont realise boring can be interesting too?
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING SHIRLEY!! <3