Leaving NTU on a Saturday morning made me felt as though I have disappeared from the lives of my family and friends of the outside world, the last time I felt this way was when I’m still in National Service
Kidnapped by education, as I was last seen in ADM’s dungeon
So much time spent yet I’m getting nowhere
I feel like I’m drowning, could somebody save me? or wait, just leave me be
I’m getting suicidal thoughts, should I be selfish and take my life and escape from reality? (no I don’t really have suicidal thoughts)
Would this be the scene as I vanish from Earth and ascend to…
The Seventh Heaven?
Or would all these smoking be the death of me
As I just magically disappear from Earth
Could this be the first sight I see after death, that tunnel of light before I reached the heavens
or would I get a new lease of life after death as I grow out of it literally?
or would my first sight of Earth be in the nature as some sort of animal?
Well either way, the day I disappear is when all that I am become nothing but just memories…