Project 4 – The “Breathing” Self-Portrait

 

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Artist Statement/Concept

I always have to answer a question when I meet some one new. ‘ Where will you go in the future, China or Singapore?’

It is hard to answer.  Where should I settle down?

I have studied in Singapore for several years, I usually I go back to my hometown in the holiday once a year.  And when school starts I will go back to Singapore. It already become a circulation in my life, and it won’t be change in the next few years. That is why I want create a loop in  this project.

In this semester, I take the Black and White Film Photograph. I think I fall in love with the film. It is unlike the digital photo that every  photo composed by electronical indifferent pixels. Once you have take a photo, I will be able to capture that particular moment. It will prove the existence of that moment by that tiny film. That’s the reason I use a film frame as a container of my composition.

Since I came to Singapore, I never see snow again. I love snow. It is one thing I expect most in the winter.  I chose a photogragh of the famous lake in my hometown where I have been to with my whole family before.

In order to have a obvious comparison to the winter, I decide to use a typical summer photo to represent Singapore. I think the beach with tropical plants  will be the best choice.

The similarity of these composition is that both of them have boat.But  the meanings are on the contrary. I intend to give the first composition a traditional Chinese water ink painting look. The style will always create a spiritual harmony .  The  black-awning boat is just floating on the lake. It represent the serenity and comfortable zone that I ‘m longing for from my hometown.

Compared to the first composition, the second one is more dynamic.  The speedboat goes towards the  the  boundless sea which implies the ambition. This is a more competitive world.

 

Technical Decisions

Photoshop

Firstly, I need to edit my image in the Photoshop, to make the photos look like paintings.

Original

The original photo is very greyish. So I created several adjustment layers to enhance the color. Furthermore, in order to add in some highlights color into  to the photo, I selected the pillars of the pavilion by using color range and make them redder.

Color Adjustment

After adjusting the colors, I chose a Paint Daub effect in the filter gallery to change it to a painting. I also add a surface blur to it which helps to create a filmy mood.

For the black-awning boat, I did similar adjustment to it. And I applied  drop shadow layer effect to it so that the boat will be more realistic in the whole composition.

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In my second composition, I want the image to be presented in another painting style to differentiate with the first composition.

Original

To make the color more vivid,I Created respective adjustment layer for sky, sea and beach.

Adjustment layers

The next step is to change the photo into painting. To achieve this I have to create three more layers to it which is Pencil line, brush, smart blur. The pencil line layer will outline the photo. The smart blur layer will soften the photo and reduce the sharpness. The most critical Layer is Brush layer, which completely turn the photo to a water-color  painting. In the meantime, I also changed the blending mode for each layer accordingly.

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After Effects

Composition DongHu

Snowing effets

I used cc particle world to create snowing effects. In the effects panel I adjusted the various parameters to make the snow look realistic.

The camera movement in this composition is just a simple zoom in. But I want the zoom in only happen to the image instead of the whole composition. So I have to do the camera movement in the other composition which is composition  ‘Donghu_hua’ in the above picture. Then I combine the  composition  ‘Donghu_hua’  , snowing and the film frame together in a new composition.

I also animated the black-awning boat showing it is floating on the lake.

Composition Siloso Beach

To create the hot tropical summer atmosphere, I add in a heat wave effect and flare effect in for this composition.

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Displacement Effect

To animate the speed boat,I set two key frame to it to determine its start and end position. To make it look more realistic I add in a wave layer. I set the the speed boat as the parent of the wave so that the wave can follow the speedboat.  I I have masked the wave so the wave is showing gradually.

My final step is to combine two compositions together. In order to prevent the  uncontrollable camera movement, I decide to only change the camera once but create one more composition to loop the two composition.

Artist References

Makoto Shinkai  5 centimeter per second

I love 5 centimeter per second because of its style and story. It is quite special for me. The sakura falling and snowing scene have left a profound impression in my mind.  When the snowing falling down, it is serene and gentle but it is also heartbroken.

 

Loving Vincent 

loving Vincent is the world’s first fully painted feature film. The whole movie imitate Van Gogh’s oil painting  style. In the animation even the landscape is not still. We can see the water and trees are shimmer and swirling. That is what I want my second composition looks like. Though the  landscape of siloso beach is stilI, the sea and sky are fluid.

Triangle

I think more or less  my idea of ‘looping’ is come from this movie. The film is about a women Jess  who falls into a mysterious time loop. No matter how hard she has tried she can not escape from the loop.

Project 3 – Found Narratives – Sdreaming

 

1 Minute Version  https://vimeo.com/259610202

30 Seconds Version  https://vimeo.com/259610289

Artist Statement/Concept

Each dream comes from the first force (desire), but is defended and resisted by the second force (consciousness).I want to use stream of conscious way to show the character’s dreaming sensation. There is no detailed storyline  but the character’s subconscious is whispering around to present her inner world.

The character is suffering sleeping paralysis which means she  is aware but unable to move and hard to breathe. Sleeping paralysis usually occurs when a person is under  psychological stress.  In order to show the character ‘s mental pressure I use blueish color all the way in the video. because water is fluid. It is  related to the person’s dreaming subconscious. Although she is kind of awaken but she can not get out of the paralysis. The water is also help to blur the dream and reality.

One purpose of the use of water is to simulate the feeling of sleeping paralysis. The other purpose  of  it  is to make water stream as a  supplement of the character ‘s emotion.

In the beginning and ending, a  geometric  texture is blended with the water. The shape of the texture is regular so that it represent the character’s rational side while the water means subconscious.

Technical Decisions

Basically, my video is about a women’s memory fragment. So I choose to find all the footage I may need in my video. Then I go through all of them and pick up them in Premiere.

Because I want to  use water as a representation of her emotion . So I cut different fluid water scene to blend them with her memory.  Two layers overlay. And I reduced the fount layer’s opacity.

Layers

I have changed opacity according to the sound to show the uncertainty of the subconscious.

 

To  create the mood of the video. Blue is always related to gloomy emotion.

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Artist Reference

Chungking Express

This movie is directed by Hong Kong director Karwai Wong. His movie always contains sketchy and  digressive scene. In Chungking Express , there are a lot of character’s narrative scene.  There is no specific event in the narration. But we can guess what is happened to the character from those sketchy words .The movie focus on the character’s spontaneous mind.  My conception is similar to his style .Bearing the detail of the event, I just let audience to imply the story behind.

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Le Grand Bleu

My story outline is inspired by this film. Additionally, I change the the husband’s hobby from free diving to car racing.

And my  idea of using water scene to accompany with the storyline also come from this film.

 

Transcript

I wish I had stopped him, help him distinguish the reality and ideal.

We have had such a good time. But…the quarrel is unavoidable.

Now, everything is irrevocable.

Premise of the Narrative

Although I didn’t tell  the story in the narrative I still created my ‘official’ version of the story.

The character’s husband is super crazy about car racing. Although they love each the husband still participated in the car racing more instead of his family. He finally died in a car accident during a racing only leaving the character alive in pain and yearning. And the character is very regret she didn’t persuaded him to be rational for car racing.

 

Credit

Video:

Le Grand Bleu

Dreaming Scene  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_F56oTymtU

Fast and Furious

Paul Walker car Racing scenehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=adEx_SMsKWg

Jordana Brewster & Paul Walker – “Simple Incredible”  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygcUuoqKWgk

Under water background https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfBTIp7BkOE

Audio:

Under Water surf  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfBTIp7BkOE

Night Car Crash Sound Effect  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I4jfY3DCu0A

Scuba Diving Natural sound

Under the wave  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s7CvhqtZtvM

 

Project 2 – Hyperreal Self-Portrait

 

Final Work
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Artist statement/concept

In this project I want to continue my concept in project 1. I’m eager to explore the world. There is a lot place I want to visit. Norway is one of them. And I really want to watch aurora there. That is why I set the landscape of Norway with aurora in the sky as the background. However, what I want to be and what I am are different or even on the contrary. As I grow older, I find that I am more attached to home and family.I seem to prefer to settle down in one place and don’t  move  any more.  That is the reason that I put a bed inside the suitcase. It is representing  the comfort zone of myself. When I go to travel, the suitcase contains all the staff I bring from from home.I is like a mobile home to me. It always bonds me and home together. The  suitcase also function as a port key that transfer me from comfort zone to where I eager to go.

Technical decisions

I used Nikon D7000 to take photo of myself and the suitcase.

Shuttle Speed: 1/1000, Aperture : f/4, ISO : 1600

In order to capture the moment I am jumping up, I choose to use continuous shooting. And to prevent the blur occurring in the image,I choose to use a very high shuttle speed and ISO. But there is some compromise of brightness in the photo. So in the Photoshop I have adjusted it accordingly.

Because my composition is including several separated elements. I have to select the part I need from each individual image. I choose to use mask which will remain the original photo in the psd file.

Artist References

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At beginning, I want myself to sky diving in the sky. But I find out that it is too hard to photoshop myself as a  parachutist. And I was inspired by the movie Up Balloon House. So I decide to change to that I holding the balloons from that movie.

Some other reference:

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Natsumi Hayashi, 本日の浮遊 Today’s Levitation http://yowayowacamera.com/banana/20110621141453.html

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Natsumi takes a lot of photo of levitating girl. Girls look very light and naturally floating in the air.I also try to present myself in this way.

 

Project 1 : Self-Portrait

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Artist Statement

We define self – portrait as an image of ourselves. And we also can treat is a reflection of our interest and desire.

I choose to take picture of sea and bicycle. I want to portray myself as a ranger. I love the sky, ocean, and cycling. And blue is my favorite color now. The sky and ocean are infinite. Infinity is what I admire. Whenever I go to beach the waves will bring away all me annoyance. It will always remind me that I so small in between. But on the other hand,sky and ocean arouse the eager of exploration inside of my heart.

Technical Decisions

Camera: Nikon D7000

Setting: f/8, 1/5000s ,  ISO 1250, 18-105@22mm

Comparing to the original photo, I have enhanced the blue color. It makes the blue deeper and brighter. The biggest change is that I have erased the ships. Because I want to present is the vast of the sea. After removed the ships, you can not tell where is the end of the sea. It also gives back a clear horizon where sky the sea meet together. I just want to keep the main elements in the photo which are the sea , sky and bicycle. So I have removed the spots on the beach.

Artist References

For the composition, I was influenced by minimalism. It is simple but not hollow. Less of things may create more powerful visual impact.

Matthieu Venot http://www.matthieuvenot.fr/2015/faded.html

 

Hengki Koentjoro http://www.hengki-koentjoro.com/welcome

 

HENGKI KOENTJORO http://www.hengki-koentjoro.com/gallery/#/minim/