Logic                     +                 Creativity                   =                        Moi

I adore both Art and Science and they both play large roles in how I perceive things. The logical and factual part is depicted by a monotone geometric pattern. Black, white and grey representing the rights, the wrongs and everything in-between. A regular geometric pattern was chosen because it is systematic and logical.

The creative and fun counterpart is depicted by impossible geometry. The colours are somewhat split complementary for a dynamic and playful outlook. Impossible geometry was  picked because of its tinge of absurdity.

To depict myself, I sort of drew the top half of my head and above it are my main interests and hobbies (reading, tennis and physics(awyeah)) 🙂

Ambition                –                     Fears                      =                 A Better Me

So, with interest and hobbies come ambitions and dreams. To represent my dreams and ambition, rainbow coloured clouds are placed above my head with a similar motif of me looking up longingly.

I don’t quite believe in myself and I have great fears and insecurities that prevent me from getting me where I want to be. Thus, to become a better me, these would have to go. To represent fear and insecurity, a girl(me) sitting in the corner of a dark room does it best. This deep fear, also the root of episodes of depression, seemed best represented by black.

A better me would be depicted amongst those dreams and with a sparkle in my eyes.

Emotion/Soul              ✕                 Experience                 =                An Ideal Me

I feel that an ideal me would want to feel it all, thus emotions and experience are vital to me.

Food and soul are often associated with each other. Thus, my current favourites are put together in this frame. The colours are analogous and they give out really energetic vibes just like how I hope to be, electric.

I’ve always wanted to experience life like the likes of my favourite heroines like Lena Dunham, Jemima Kirke and Margot Tenenbaum from The Royal Tenenbaums. Life that is somewhat solitary/nomadic and rich with adventures(literally and emotionally). So, I picked a neon sign that says ‘Loveless Motel’ for that risqué feeling. Neon lights to represent the sleepless city life and a motel for the reckless decisions to be made and loveless for the sad pathetic cold life of solitude.

So with all that I would kinda have the ‘full life experience’ hurhurhur.

Purpose                  +         The Ruby Slippers              =        (hopefully me in 5 years)

With a soul and ambition, I guess I will finally find my purpose in life. Dorothy had her yellow brick road to follow so I guess I will find my metaphorical one too.

With a grand purpose, I guess all I’ll require is probably capability and opportunities.

Dorothy was given her iconic ruby slippers that took her wherever she wanted. Those slippers are really highly coveted by moi. I wish I had the ability and opportunities to be everywhere and feel everything possible.

So in 5 years I want to see a change. More in control of things and much closer to being who I’m trying to become. But, let’s not get too hopeful and ambitious. In 5 years i’ll probably still be stuck figuring out who I am, except things will (I sincerely hope) be better then.